@stanleydubbs
follow me on twitter if you wanna read the shit that hapens in my life, its kind of awesome. just saying, im funny sometimes. follow<3
can i just say,
i’ve finally came to the realization that life isn’t about the obstacles, drama, lies, dates, relationships or any of this minor crap. it’s about much, much more than that. i guess you could say, i’ve found my happy place. My happy place is a place where I don’t care, a place where i find peace, a place where i like to be when problems come my way. i enjoy being able to realize how little something means. it’s almost like i have this amazing power, where i can just say ” oh, lol you actually care about that?” and simply laugh. haha. it;s like my brain has a trash can, a recycle bin, and a newspaper. the trash can would catch all the irrelevant bullshit that comes through my mind, the trash can runs around and around untill it catches the beautiful asshole who wont leave my thoughts, the trash can keeps my mind clear of drama. the recycle bin would be the important, butt not important now type of stuff. like, its a reminder box. like ’ hey, you love your boyfriend, your homework is due tomorrow, your grounded, your clothes are probably almost done from the washer, etc ‘. and lastly the newspaper is for the here and now, it has like big bubbles that hold words that say things like, ’ listen to your teacher! its about your class assignment, or pray for your mom shes hurt, or text your boyfriend back ( it’ll keep you mildly happy), etc ’ Do you get what im trying to say here? Now that i realized the world is bigger than highschool, and such, I have the ability to discard shit that doesnt matter, or shit that i know will keep bothering me . ive been making peace with people that i CANT STAND, its awesome cause it’s one less person who hates me or whatever. even if i dont like someone, that doesnt mean i cant be civil right?
i guess what i’m trying to say is..
i’mhappy.
ARE YOU HAPPY?
